Milly's Back!

Hey all you kids.
Milly's back.
She's still a little depressed and is not gonna me okay for a while.
Well,here's a update:
Relationship status: Single still. Cause David decided to be mean and cruel and dump me cause he could.
Mood: Depressed/upset/alone
Anyting else:
I've been Okay,I haven't been on a lot cause my life is a wreck. I dont even know who the hell you guy's are anymore.So, im just gonna be depressed here for a while. Dont worry about me man,i'll be like everyone else... "fine"
Well, peace

Milly

It was today... Or tomorrow.

I was hanging out at the skate park with only 4 people. Me myself I and my skate board.
I was just being me... Skating my life away. Thinking about how much i wanted to jump off a building.I couldn't live with my dad being a ass.So, I decided that i would leave for a day.So, I called Ari. She answered with a "hello" I said " Hey sis,Can you do me a ubeer huge favor?" "what?" Can i stay at you're place for the night?I need to get away from the "parents" " "sure you can." I said "cool ill be there soon"

Well, 20 mins later i was at Ari's house.She looked at me confused,and worried.
She ran over to me and told me to go inside. I didn't realize it, But i was bleeding all over and i was tired. She asked what happened.. But.. I didn't know.
They boys come walking in right on time. Every time im not ina good mood they find themselves in this house. They looked around then they're eyes cought mine. I sunk down on the couch. They walked into the kitchen like guys would do. But,They came back with nothing. I thought that Kyle would have a beer,Austin would have water and Andrew would have a apple. Well, I laid down on the couch legs curled up on the couch and my arms crossed. They looked at me then they sat down. I got up and went outside to sit on the deck. My phone went off, it was David. He never calls me unless its sad news for me. And,It was. He told me that he needed to talk to me about something important. So,I got up and walked to the lot. He was sitting on the top of a old car.He looked at me and told me to sit on the car. I leaned to kiss him and he declined it. He never does that. I asked whats up? And he said.... "im braking up with you... Its not you... It was me." I paused. I said "Oh....Well if you haft to,ill agree with you're choice" He asked if that was okay and i decided that i would leave cause theres no point in staying. I got my board and started on my way. I looked back at him and he was gone. I got off my board and started to walk. I didn't go Back to Ari's cause the guys and Ari dont get along with David that well. So, I walked past and went to Marks house. Bree answered the door. She said "hey Milly whats up?" I paused and asked for Mark. He walked up to the door curious. He looked at me and then told bree that he would need a little bit.
Well,It was longer. I told him what happened. He made a fist in his hand and his eyes went weird. Then,it lightened. I got curious. Then i told him that i'd just go back to Ari's. He said "if you need me,you know where i am" I nodded then left.
I went Back to Ari's. I saw a beer in the fridge and decided i would take it. I went on the couch and i saw Andrew and Austin wrestling on the floor. I wiped the tears from my eyes and went upstairs. Went onto Ari's bed and fell asleep.

Well, That was my night. And to David... Fuck you man. >.<

Well, dont be worried about me i guess... ill be fine.. When im able to be me.
Peace, The Gummybear.

Milly is alive.........for now.

Its still Milly. I haven't been on lately.I haven't been ina...... "good" mood for a while.So,I took a "brake". Here's what's up:
Relationship: Single..... David dumped me.
Mood: She's hurt....Just got out of the hospital for a Suicide attempt.
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She's still milly,but, A more depressed,kinda worried and panicked milly.
This is her typing.... But she's typing in 3rd person.
I haven't been ina good mood cause... well.... someone came back last week.
So,I've been ignoring everyone.
Like.. I wont even go outside unless its for school.
I may not be on at all.
But,you can text if you're in USA or you can call me.
(Ask Ari or Evie for the numbers)
Im still alive.
You may of thought i died.
I hasn't.... (yet)
Well. See you all in hell.

-Milly the Gummy bear.

Milly is alive.......maybe.

Milly is okay. She is hurt,but okay.
This isn't her typing,This is David.
Shes hurt. shes on facebook but she can't type a lot.
so,Please comment if you wanna tell her anything.
If you're on facebook,Inbox her.

The Horrible day of mine.

Well, I was at my house. Listening to music then i got a phone call.
Picked up my phone and it was David.
This was the Convo:
Me: Hey babe
David: Hey hun, i have some bad news.
Me: Like what?? Nothing can be as bad as my step mother.... I thought
David: -Laughs- Well, You know Crow right? (Judy)
Me: Of course she's the reason im with you.
David: Well, Last night she tried to pull a blade on herself.
Me: WHAT!!!!!! How can she do that?? She knows if she does that then im fucked right?
David: Yeah i know. But, she got tired of Sams games and she wanted to die.
Me: WTF! Im coming over, where is she?
David: She's in the Hospital.
After 20 Mins i was standing in the doorway of Crows room.
David: HUN! You're finally here, she's been asking for you.
Me: -walks over by bed-
Crow: Hey Raven, can i tell you something alone?
Me: Sure. Hun, Please leave the room. You can come back soon.
Crow: Well, Remember how you're mom is dead?
Me: Yeah?? What is this going to do with this??
Crow: Well, I know who killed her.
Me: Who? I haft to know. I can't live now not knowing who did it.
Crow: I can't tell you. You will haft to go back to the scene its self to figure it out.
Me: Come on Crow, I dont have time for games.
Crow: Well, If i told you, you would burst into tears and i dont want that to happen.
Me: Goddamn it Crow, just tell me. You're actually kinda scaring me.
Crow: You remember you're uncle Leon right?
Me: Yeah..... Wait, He did it?!
Crow: No he didn't. You know his brother right?
Me: Issac???
Crow: Yes, He......
Me: WHAT!!!!!!!!! HE KILLED HER?
Crow: Im so sorry i didn't tell you.
Me: Nah, It's Okay. -Walks out door to see David standing next to cart-
David: RAVEN! Are you Okay???
Me: No not really.
David: What did she tell you?
Me: She told me who Killed my mom. -walks away,out of the hospital-
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I walked for hours (3) Till i got out of the state. I couldn't do it! I just keep seeing that nightmare flash in my head over and over again. So i needed someone to talk to, someone who is always there for me and never would ignore me. Then it popped into my head. JOHNNY! But, I didn't think he would want to talk to anyone.
But i said fuck it and walked over.
I knocked on the door, No one answered.
So i walked off the property and thought again. Then it hit me. BRE!!!! She told me she would be there for me.
So i walked over to marks place knocked on the door and Stella answered.
Stella: Hey Mill, YOu dont look too good, what's wrong?
Me: Oh.. Nothing i just need to talk to Bre.
Stella: Okay, Come on in.

Bre came down stairs.
Bre: Mill, what are you doing here??
Me: I really need to talk to you.
Bre: Oh, Um Okay, come walk with me i haft to go to the store anyways.
Me: I agreed and walked outside.
Bre: So, what's up? You didn't look too good.
Me: Well, I figured out who killed my mother today.
Bre: Oh, Im really sorry. What are you going to do?
Me: Im going to go kick his ass.
Bre: You need help??
Me: Nah, Im going to go find him.

A couple hours later i was walking home and i saw a man under a street light.
He started walking to me. I yelled " I have a blade and i know how to use it"
He stopped for a min. Then he started walking. I started to run. He caught up to me. He grabed my arm and pulled me to him. I looked and it was Issac. I said what do you want from me? You already took my mom! He pulled the blade out of my hand and held it next to my face.He said "Hmm you look like you're mother" I said " Well, you need one like her, so let me stay" He grind and said "Sorry not going to happen" The blade got down to my neck. I started to scream. He put his hand over my mouth and said "shut up brat" I but his hand, he let up off of me. I got up and started running. He ran after me. After a while i was pushed up on a wall. I could feel the blade on my face. I screamed for help. But no answer. Then David came out of nowhere.
But it was too late, I had cuts all over my face. David Came to me,Picked me up and brought me to his house. half way there i fell asleep in his arms. When he got me upstairs i was awake. My clothes had blood all over them. David went into the bathroom and got me a robe to wear till he found clothes for me.
His mom came upstairs. She said: Raven dear, are you alright? Me: Um.. Yeeah im fine, No worries Mrs Ravens.
Mrs Ravens: Do you need anything?
Me" Nah, Im cool.

David put's clothes on the bed for me. I get into the clothes and he takes my blood stained ones and throws them out. Ill buy you new ones. I got up kissed him and then went on the bed, David Followed. The rest of the night was just me talking to David, telling him what Crow told me.
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Well, I got amazing news. Crow is now Out of the hospital. And i got into a great middle school. Im still on probation for a couple more weeks.
Dating an amazing guy named David Ravens and just broke up with my girlfriend :P
Well, Ill post soon

-Raven

Milly's just letting you guys know what's up :3

Well, you know milly, And she left for a little while.
But she came back.
She realized that she loves you guys, and can't stand to not talk to you.

So a couple days ago, i was walking from the movies.
I had my phone with me of course.
And someone called, so i answered and said "Hello??? Who is this calling?"
And no answer. so i said "Hello??" and i heard a deep voice answer and say "Hi"
I asked who this was, and they hung up,So i called back.
I heard a different voice, it was high and childish.
So i asked "who is this?"
Then the deep voice came and said it's zack.
I paused, then said this:
What the fuck do you want? you already ruined my life enough, by braking my heart and worse, i trusted you. So make it fast cause im in no mood.
He paused, then said this:
Im sorry i ever did that to you. I never wanted that to happen.
I wasn't thinking right, will you forgive me?
I coughed, then said this:
No, I dont forgive you man, you're just like every other guy.
You dont care about what we think,act or care about.
(Sorry to those guys reading this)
But we do have feelings, and i dont care if you do or dont, cause this is where i draw the line mother fucker. I have been to hell and back soo amny times to make you happy. But then somehow i get my ass kicked for it? Are you sure that you're doing you're job? Cause i feel like im turning into a guy worrying about you.
So i dont wanna talk to you for a long while, and i dont want people sending me messages to me through them. Im done with you're bullshit man.

He sighed, then he said this:
Fine, if you dont want me to talk to you anymore, then that's fine.
Then he hung up.

So after a little while when we hung up, i was walking down the street and saw My sister Ari. She looked over at me,dropped her ipod and ran to me. I was crying,cold and i didn't feel too good. She asked what happened, and i told her everything.
We went inside, she gave me some Strawberry nesquick cause she knows it's my favorite. She got me a blanket and told me to sit on the couch. She asked me why did he call? and all i could say was that he may still have feelings for me.
A couple mins later my phone rang again. I answered and said Hello?
Then it was my sister Sam calling, she asked where i was and all i said was "out" and hung up. I laid down on the couch and i heard the door open, I sat up again and looked around and saw Andrew Austin and Kyle. I laid back down and looked up. Then Kyle over to the couch and sat just above my feet i sat up again, and looked to see him smiling like usual. He looked at me and say that my eyes were red puffy and watery. He asked what's wrong? i didn't answer. So he called Austin and Andrew over.
Austin asked me, and i wouldn't answer, so Andrew tried, but i wouldn't tell.
The reason i wouldn't tell was cause Austin Kyle and Andrew would kick his ass and i dont want them to. Only cause he is my friend. But he's also an ass.
So, I was laying down, and Kyle really wanted to know. So i told him.
He knew, and he told the others. Austin rose out of the chair like he was very angry.
I tried to get up but couldn't cause kyle was on me. So i just went back down and tried to stop crying. The boy's were Calm and not that worried. But i had a feeling that something was going to happen. I told kyle to get up, but then Andrew sat on me.
I laughed. and it felt like i stopped crying. Then i went to sit up and Austin joined then on top of me. I laughed some more, and then Ari said Can i join? the boys said yes but then i said where will you sit? Ari laughed and she sat on the back of the couch. That reminded me of family. Then i tried to pull my legs up to make a triangle and i could slip Andrew and Kyle off of my legs. then i had Austin on my stomach. So i poked him on his left side near his rib cage and he let up. i finally tried to get up and Ari slid down the back of the couch and sat on my legs.
I told her to get off but she wouldn't. So i did the one thing she hates. I called crow and Raven out here and had them lick her face. she got up and so did i.
I ran upstairs and to the attic. I looked around for a place to hide from Ari and the boys. then i found this closet that i could hide in till they left the attic.
They came and went. and i got out and had Ari jumped on my back. I got her off and slid down the stairs podium. I got down and i was thirsty so i grabed a vitamin water that i stash in Her fridge in case i get thirsty. so i got one, sat on the couch and i looked at my phone, it was 10:30 pm. And i got tired from all that stuff i did earlier today. So i crashed out on Her couch. Well i tried anyway cause when i opened my eyes, I saw 2 dogs laying on top of me then followed by Ari sitting on my legs with her back on the couch. I looked around to see the guys on chairs and couches passed out. So i yawned said fuck it and fell asleep.

Well, this was my amazing adventure with the Brumleys and My sister.
Im not sure if this was a KitKat post or not. But, eh whatever.

Im still Milly,I cot my hair cut, getting it dyed soon. School starts very soon. and Believe it or not, im on probation.

Well, ill post again real soon. Love you all, Milly.

When i was in boston

I went to boston to go to the mall. i decided to walk. Then i saw this house, It looked oddly familiar. so i jumped the fence and walked on the deck and sat on the steps. I looked around on the deck and saw a swingy chair thing. so i walked over and sat it in. i looked to the left on the house and saw y named carved in it.
I walked around and saw a familiar swing infront of the fence departing this house with a neighbors. I looked around out back and in my head i saw memories of when i was at my house with my mom and my sister before my real mom died. I saw her and her blond hair with her nice white dress and apron on trying to catch me and my sister. The my dad came out from the back door and caught us of guard. After That memory I went and sat on the swing and swong back and forth. I felt a cold breeze up my back and i felt kinda weird. I walked back out to the front and went back on the deck, and i felt like there was a hand on my shoulder. I got up and walked inside. I remembered the stairs that you walk into right when you open the door the painting when you walk up the stairs, i remember the room i was in when i was 5. I walked up the steps and walked into the first room on the left. that was my room. I remember the bed the floor. and all my old dolls were there. I went to the next room over, that was my sisters room. Her room changed a lot. It was a lot darker. and empty.
I went into my moms room and saw it was different too. all black and white with blue walls. I looked in the attic and saw the window i always went out of to get on the roof. I jumped out the window and landed on the grass. I looked on the ground and saw that the ground was rised in tat spot, I remember this spot from when i burried my favorite doll so i could find hym when i got older i could find hym. But i decided to leave hym there for a mark of this is my old house. I Jumped the fence again and turned around looking at the house. I thought of my mom and dad, how happy they were together, How me and my sister never fought, and that i was free there.
Then i realized why i was like that there. It was cause of my mom. She was so sweet and helped me with everything. But ever sense she passed it wasn't the same. So i turned back around and started to walk. then i thought that i couldn't do it i had to see something that i haven't seen in 7 years. and that Was my closet. I jumped the fence again and ran inside the house. run up the stairs and ran to my room. open my closet door and looked. I saw what i wanted to see. and i saw, i saw my mom's most prized possession, Her jewelry. I picked up the box and i saw a note inside it. I opened it and it said:


Dear Emily,
If you are reading this i have passed away, and im leaving this to you.
Cause i remember when you were a baby and you would grab my necklace and bite on it.
I miss you so much Em. You always know that i will love you. tell you're father to lay off the beer and tell you're sister to stay nice. I love you!

See you in the past life, Martha


I put the note back and grabbed the box ran down stairs jumped the fence and walked home.



That was my adventure today, I dont thinks i made it a Kitty Curtis One, But i tried.
Well ill post again when something like thins happens again.
Love you all, Miz