Hey all you kids.
Milly's back.
She's still a little depressed and is not gonna me okay for a while.
Well,here's a update:
Relationship status: Single still. Cause David decided to be mean and cruel and dump me cause he could.
Mood: Depressed/upset/alone
Anyting else:
I've been Okay,I haven't been on a lot cause my life is a wreck. I dont even know who the hell you guy's are anymore.So, im just gonna be depressed here for a while. Dont worry about me man,i'll be like everyone else... "fine"
Well, peace
Milly
The Name is Milly, I like being called Miz. Ima girl for all those dumbasses out there.Ima goth, and if anyone has a problem with that, then too bad. Cause you will haft to deal with my roe model Keegan Sixx cause hes amazing. I Live in tulsa and i have brown and blue hair,skater and a ass. i love to kick ass and i love Nick Drew. He's my insperation he's my life and my light. If i lost him.. i'd have nothing.
Me!
Hmm... You already know.
Saturday, September 18, 2010
Monday, September 13, 2010
It was today... Or tomorrow.
I was hanging out at the skate park with only 4 people. Me myself I and my skate board.
I was just being me... Skating my life away. Thinking about how much i wanted to jump off a building.I couldn't live with my dad being a ass.So, I decided that i would leave for a day.So, I called Ari. She answered with a "hello" I said " Hey sis,Can you do me a ubeer huge favor?" "what?" Can i stay at you're place for the night?I need to get away from the "parents" " "sure you can." I said "cool ill be there soon"
Well, 20 mins later i was at Ari's house.She looked at me confused,and worried.
She ran over to me and told me to go inside. I didn't realize it, But i was bleeding all over and i was tired. She asked what happened.. But.. I didn't know.
They boys come walking in right on time. Every time im not ina good mood they find themselves in this house. They looked around then they're eyes cought mine. I sunk down on the couch. They walked into the kitchen like guys would do. But,They came back with nothing. I thought that Kyle would have a beer,Austin would have water and Andrew would have a apple. Well, I laid down on the couch legs curled up on the couch and my arms crossed. They looked at me then they sat down. I got up and went outside to sit on the deck. My phone went off, it was David. He never calls me unless its sad news for me. And,It was. He told me that he needed to talk to me about something important. So,I got up and walked to the lot. He was sitting on the top of a old car.He looked at me and told me to sit on the car. I leaned to kiss him and he declined it. He never does that. I asked whats up? And he said.... "im braking up with you... Its not you... It was me." I paused. I said "Oh....Well if you haft to,ill agree with you're choice" He asked if that was okay and i decided that i would leave cause theres no point in staying. I got my board and started on my way. I looked back at him and he was gone. I got off my board and started to walk. I didn't go Back to Ari's cause the guys and Ari dont get along with David that well. So, I walked past and went to Marks house. Bree answered the door. She said "hey Milly whats up?" I paused and asked for Mark. He walked up to the door curious. He looked at me and then told bree that he would need a little bit.
Well,It was longer. I told him what happened. He made a fist in his hand and his eyes went weird. Then,it lightened. I got curious. Then i told him that i'd just go back to Ari's. He said "if you need me,you know where i am" I nodded then left.
I went Back to Ari's. I saw a beer in the fridge and decided i would take it. I went on the couch and i saw Andrew and Austin wrestling on the floor. I wiped the tears from my eyes and went upstairs. Went onto Ari's bed and fell asleep.
Well, That was my night. And to David... Fuck you man. >.<
Well, dont be worried about me i guess... ill be fine.. When im able to be me.
Peace, The Gummybear.
I was just being me... Skating my life away. Thinking about how much i wanted to jump off a building.I couldn't live with my dad being a ass.So, I decided that i would leave for a day.So, I called Ari. She answered with a "hello" I said " Hey sis,Can you do me a ubeer huge favor?" "what?" Can i stay at you're place for the night?I need to get away from the "parents" " "sure you can." I said "cool ill be there soon"
Well, 20 mins later i was at Ari's house.She looked at me confused,and worried.
She ran over to me and told me to go inside. I didn't realize it, But i was bleeding all over and i was tired. She asked what happened.. But.. I didn't know.
They boys come walking in right on time. Every time im not ina good mood they find themselves in this house. They looked around then they're eyes cought mine. I sunk down on the couch. They walked into the kitchen like guys would do. But,They came back with nothing. I thought that Kyle would have a beer,Austin would have water and Andrew would have a apple. Well, I laid down on the couch legs curled up on the couch and my arms crossed. They looked at me then they sat down. I got up and went outside to sit on the deck. My phone went off, it was David. He never calls me unless its sad news for me. And,It was. He told me that he needed to talk to me about something important. So,I got up and walked to the lot. He was sitting on the top of a old car.He looked at me and told me to sit on the car. I leaned to kiss him and he declined it. He never does that. I asked whats up? And he said.... "im braking up with you... Its not you... It was me." I paused. I said "Oh....Well if you haft to,ill agree with you're choice" He asked if that was okay and i decided that i would leave cause theres no point in staying. I got my board and started on my way. I looked back at him and he was gone. I got off my board and started to walk. I didn't go Back to Ari's cause the guys and Ari dont get along with David that well. So, I walked past and went to Marks house. Bree answered the door. She said "hey Milly whats up?" I paused and asked for Mark. He walked up to the door curious. He looked at me and then told bree that he would need a little bit.
Well,It was longer. I told him what happened. He made a fist in his hand and his eyes went weird. Then,it lightened. I got curious. Then i told him that i'd just go back to Ari's. He said "if you need me,you know where i am" I nodded then left.
I went Back to Ari's. I saw a beer in the fridge and decided i would take it. I went on the couch and i saw Andrew and Austin wrestling on the floor. I wiped the tears from my eyes and went upstairs. Went onto Ari's bed and fell asleep.
Well, That was my night. And to David... Fuck you man. >.<
Well, dont be worried about me i guess... ill be fine.. When im able to be me.
Peace, The Gummybear.
Sunday, September 12, 2010
Milly is alive.........for now.
Its still Milly. I haven't been on lately.I haven't been ina...... "good" mood for a while.So,I took a "brake". Here's what's up:
Relationship: Single..... David dumped me.
Mood: She's hurt....Just got out of the hospital for a Suicide attempt.
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She's still milly,but, A more depressed,kinda worried and panicked milly.
This is her typing.... But she's typing in 3rd person.
I haven't been ina good mood cause... well.... someone came back last week.
So,I've been ignoring everyone.
Like.. I wont even go outside unless its for school.
I may not be on at all.
But,you can text if you're in USA or you can call me.
(Ask Ari or Evie for the numbers)
Im still alive.
You may of thought i died.
I hasn't.... (yet)
Well. See you all in hell.
-Milly the Gummy bear.
Relationship: Single..... David dumped me.
Mood: She's hurt....Just got out of the hospital for a Suicide attempt.
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She's still milly,but, A more depressed,kinda worried and panicked milly.
This is her typing.... But she's typing in 3rd person.
I haven't been ina good mood cause... well.... someone came back last week.
So,I've been ignoring everyone.
Like.. I wont even go outside unless its for school.
I may not be on at all.
But,you can text if you're in USA or you can call me.
(Ask Ari or Evie for the numbers)
Im still alive.
You may of thought i died.
I hasn't.... (yet)
Well. See you all in hell.
-Milly the Gummy bear.
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