When ai needed time to think about life.

When im needing a Time to think ai always walk down to the abandon house down my steet.So ai needed time to think so ai went to the abandon house. It's not what people would think of a house. It's all dusty inside walls are plain with dust and old pictures.All the stuff you would have in rooms. But when ai went up stairs to get into the roof. It looks so nice. You can see the Merrimack river. and all the mountains. When ai get on the roof, ai hang my legs over the edge of the roof and sit thinking about life. But when ai thought about what was gonna happen today with me was not so good ai thought. Only Cause when something ai thought good would happen yesterday turned into a bad thing today.Im just worried if he talks to me that ai will say something that wont help it.

When im on the roof of the abandon house ai always bring my ipod and some drinks.Cause the last time ai needed to think up here. it was for 3 hours. So ai started to think of what would happen if ai decided to move to Canada. My parents wanna move. Ai gave them a couple choices. ai said Canada,New york or Tennessee. They said Canada. But the thing is. ai dont thing im ready to leave here. Shure if ai move ai will see carson and all the other peoples in canada. and even dallas sadly.. But ai dont think ai can do it. Cause if ai move then the abandon house will get knocked down... and ai dont want it to get knocked down... So ai told my parents ai wanted to stay. so ai probably am staying.

Well after 4 hours on top of that abandon House when ai thought about life and the family,ai knew that life was right. But when ai saw him. My eyes froze,then when ai figured out that ai knew him before ai liked him was insane. Ai couldn't think of it as a higher level. But when ai thought about it.. ai knew ai was doing the right thing.

Now till this day (it was only yesterday) ai still think about what will happen.

~ The awesome girl you know Milly.